I have been receiving these messages for last 2-3 days now, but I was not feeling like putting pen to paper, but yesterday at 1.30 am spirit woke me from my sleep and made me write it all down!!! So here it is.. LOL.
How are you all doing?… Bad right?
Ya I know you have all been put through the wringer.
Saturn in Capricorn has not given you a breather for the last 2 yrs.
Most of the Tfs have been on this journey for almost 5 to 10 yrs, some even more,
but there seems to be no respite. I even hear some TFs saying they are tired and want to give up because of their twins behaviour, but remember this journey is not about your relationship with another person, it is a journey about YOU!
For many years you had been sweeping all your shit under the carpet…
your fears, anxieties, insecurities, your demons, your addictions, and God knows what,
not only from this life since childhood but also previous lifetimes.
Now there is a mountain of BS under that carpet and it’s gone so high it touches the ceiling and the carpet you were hiding it under is dangling from the top…lol
And all this while you have been putting up a good show for outsiders to see,
including your own families. It’s not that you weren’t healing and clearing karmas but it was happening at the superficial level or should I say the more recent karmas, which concerned others and were easier to clean.
And then enters the Twin flame, who mirrored back all the BS you had been hiding and
kept stirring it and triggering you. Since you are mirrors you can identify the same BS in them and then realise it’s similar to what you have been hiding for so long, mostly unconsciously and unknowingly.
So now you start running from your TF, because you had expected a loving romantic relationship but this is creating a shit storm in your life, and you don’t want to be hurt again. Enough people and situations have hurt you before. So you build higher walls to protect yourself but those walls also keep the TF love out. But you also crave that love because it’s so genuine and magical, you have never felt like that before, so you keep running back to your TF again.
So everytime your TF is hurting you it’s actually a hammer blow on that wall you have built around your heart, so it can be destroyed and you can feel free to love again.
And then to top it all, Saturn enters Capricorn, which is his own house and he sees the BS you have been piling up there. Saturn is a planet of karma, doing the right thing, facing your fears, overcoming them, working hard on them and making breakthroughs.
So he comes and sees that mountain you have created and he puts you to work to clean the shit. He is a hard task master, but he is kind too. So after every difficult session of cleaning he also gives you a break before he again puts you back to work. You have been going very rigorously through this cycle for last 2 yrs.
And guess who has been helping you in that process?…Yes ur right- your TF. The breaks you have been getting is few loving days/weeks with your TF and then the trigger happens again.
They have been triggering you left right and center, helping you to dislodge pieces of that mountain, so that it is easier for you to see it, deal with it and clear it.
And as we are moving towards the core wounds, it’s getting more intense and difficult/ drastic as those are your oldest wounds. Wounds of rejection and abandonment, fears for abundance, feelings of lack, fears for safety and security, etc, which you have carried for a long time, maybe many lifetimes, so they are more difficult to dislodge and hence the frequency and intensity of the tower moments with your twin must have increased gradually.
Keep going guys you are very close to ending this cycle and cleaning up the mess completely so you can be free to be fully happy and loving.
During these difficult times just remember you and your twin are not enemies but allies/partners, a team working together, you are here to help each other.
Their method may have been harsh, but that’s what is required to clear the old gunk.
Remember end of the day you are 1 soul and no one can love you like they do.
Besides this journey is not just about having a romantic loving relationship. It is a spiritual journey to self love to rediscover your true essence, to remove all that is blocking you from loving and accepting yourself completely. Unless you love yourself unconditionally
you will never be able to love your twin unconditionally. Your ego will always create a divide / separation, where none exist.
Remember, You are 1 soul, you can never be separated. You will always belong to each other even if currently you are separate in 3d. You have been together for lifetimes and centuries.
The day you love yourself completely, bring union within yourself of your masculine and feminine energies your twin will present him/herself to you.
And it doesn’t mean all difficulties will end with union. You will still be challenged, learn new things, make new mistakes, have new issues with each other. Be sure to always operate out of love, not ego. If you try to understand your TF or this relationship through the ordinary 3d eyes or your ego, you will always fail.
If you expect people around you to understand you or your TF journey, even then you will fail.
Imagine you are travelling in the jungle and you find the Kohinoor diamond lying there, just like that. You are an expert so you recognise it, and you tell the people around you
who are shepherds, mechanics, or working in other fields,etc. Would they believe you? They would laugh and ridicule you saying it’s impossible, it cannot be precious, such things don’t happen, it maybe fake, that’s why no one else took it…wouldn’t they? It’s not that they are bad or wrong people, it’s just that they are ignorant, they don’t know its value. They maybe experts in other fields, but not in your field and hence they fail to recognise the diamond or its value.
Now imagine you are travelling in this concrete jungle and found your TF. Such a spiritual, deep unconditional love, the Kohinoor of love, that only a few chosen ones have ever heard or seen or felt. If you told the people around you about it, Would they believe you? trust it is true? or would they call it fake?
Again it’s not because they are bad or don’t want you to be happy, they just don’t have the education or capacity to understand it.
So never allow peoples opinions to influence you, push you away, stop or block you. Don’t listen to anyone else, not even me if what I say doesn’t resonate with you.
Only believe your own intuition, because there may be many on the same journey but everyone has a different path.
The key here is to trust yourself, trust your intuition, have faith in your twin and the journey.
Talk to your angels and masters, who are always around you, who are also helping you along this journey by sending you messages and confirmations through signs and synchronicities.
So keep going people, you are almost there. Don’t give up just before the end line.
We should know and remember that most Twin flames are starseeds or light workers and they have come here to heal generations and centuries of wounds and traumas. This is no easy task. That you kind and strong souls have signed up for it, means a lot to the world. When you are healing yourself, you are simultaneously healing the collective consciousness. What you are learning on this journey, will be the lessons you will teach the world tomorrow. You will become the beacon of light in many people’s life.
So Keep healing, Keep purging and keep being kind, compassionate and loving to yourself and your Twin.
I send you all my love and best wishes for this journey.
Love and Light,
Smithaa M Chaturvedi
(Psychic Medium, Clairvoyant, Healer, Numerologist, Reiki Master, Life Coach, Shamanic Practitioner, Tarot & Angel Card Reader, )
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